What is the man I am going to marry doing right now? is he sleeping? is he at work? is he driving? what does he look like? do I see him everyday? Have I walked past him and not even know? then I wounder how am I going to meet him? is it going to be a cute love story? am I already falling for him and don’t even know it? does he know me? well I met him here in America or when I move to London? is he as broken as I am? like I don’t know but i seem to think about a person I have never meet a lot and for some reason I care a lot about it….

 I am not going to tell you to look like zac Efron or Harry Styles because the only way you are going to look like them is if I do in some parallel universe  somehow win their hearts… But I am going to tell you the way to win my heart…. When you know you have fallen for me please don’t do what Adam did don’t hide it from me tell me, sing to me,  smile at me… make me feel like I would be safe in your arm’s even if the sky is falling down, make me want to get up in the morning. Be the guy my family will love to have around remember I do have 10 uncles and they are not so forgiving.. call me at 2 am just to remind me you love me… be okay will my obsessions… play video games with my brother and I….. Remember I don’t like to be spoiled that just having you around is great but never make me pay for dinner :) go on random adventure with me even if its just down the road…. I may be shy at first but I’ll never hide anything from you so please do the same…. Don’t ever say ” Jessica and Shayleen are hot” yes my friends are pretty but you are with me…. take baths with me so i can lay on your chest in warm water… Please fight with me and fight for me Never Ever Think I am cheating on you! that will never happen I have been cheated on and I will never do it to anyone…. but last just be you cause no matter where I am or who I am with I will be me and make you fell more and more each day by being me so please do me and favor and do that same I want to fall in love the right way this time

Love

Amanda :)

P.S

I hope to meet you soon I am getting quite lonely here

I do all the time…. I always wonder if he is like thinking about me or if he is in another country or if he is just working day to day to get by just like me…. then I wonder where I am I going to meet him… have I already walked past him have I already met him? Is he someone I see everyday? I don’t know  I just always wonder about him and yet I don’t even know him or who he is….

My 10 year old cousin and i share the same taste in men haha

First off my ex thingie of 4 years… yeah He was her boyfriend :)

Now she watches Harry Styles on the KCA with me today and she thinks ” OH Amanda he’s the one you like…. He’s A cutie” Awe :) Oh my uncle is going to hate me for getting his daughter into them hahah he already has to listen to JB